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Proofs for A Small Light in the Darkness are here!

One of the most nerve-wracking parts of being an author is waiting to see the fruits of your hard labor and trying not to be nervous about whether it looks like you envisioned. In my case, this time is the hardest it’s ever been to wait, because I did almost every part of this book on my own! From writing to cover design to formatting to sourcing interior illustrations–it’s 100% my baby. My team this time was editor Fiona and my trusty alpha readers Christopher and Stacie. [I couldn’t do this without them!]

I did it DIY.

In the past, I have hired a very capable, lovely agency [3 Ferns] to handle hiring an editor, doing formatting, and cover creation, and they also talked me through all the small details that one needs to know in order to have a successful book launch. And there are so many small details! You need ISBNs. You need an illustrator or someone who can design from the appropriate assets. You need to arrange paperback and ebook distribution across platforms and countries. I could go on and on, but the gist of it is that I carefully absorbed the process while I published my first three books, so that I could eventually do everything myself, or at least as much of it as I could.

If you are a writer and are considering self-publication, these are skills that are worth acquiring. In my case, I was happy to pay someone else to do it and chose to be involved so that I could educate myself, but I’m not in a position these days to hire out that work. Thankfully most of these tasks weren’t far removed from my current skillset. There’s nothing wrong with paying someone else to do these things, though! These are things that a traditionally published author’s publisher would do for them, but there’s often less control involved for the author. [see my various discussions about traditional vs. self-publishing]

What’s next?

Now that I’ve seen the proof and know that it lives up to my expectations, my next step is to approve the book to go to print. There’s a pre-order option available on Amazon for the ebook but paperbacks can only have a scheduled release date. However! You can preorder the paperback directly from me, and if you do that you’ll get a signed paperback and a cute package of carefully chosen extra goodies too. I’ve already set up ebook distribution across multiple platforms, but it always takes a bit longer for paperbacks. Eventually you’ll be able to find ASLID on all of them.

After I approve the proof, I’ll also order my own copies for sales via my website and in person. If you’re in the Baltimore area, you’ll have several opportunities to purchase them from me and chat with me in person!

The proof of A Small Light in the Darkness along with the original proof copy of A Third Kind of Madness, the Indie Ink Award Finalist in four categories [yes I’m bragging a little]

What happens to your proof copies?

That’s a very good question! Some authors will give them away to readers or friends. Me, I use them as “book bible” additions–I’ll highlight, tab, and bookmark quotes and excerpts for future readings, discussion, and promos. I treat them as precious, because they are! I don’t feel bad marking them up; that’s part of their purpose for me. I have proof copies for all four of my novels now, and I refer to them often.

I also keep author copies, by the way. I love the way they look on my shelf! I do readings with them sometimes though I prefer to print out the reading selection because it’s easier to read from and avoid stumbling or mistakes when reading. But there’s nothing cooler looking than reading from your own book, right?

Don’t forget the Launch Party is coming!

Speaking of readings, I’d love if you joined my Launch Party! It’s happening on April 4th at 2pm EDT, and it’s free on Zoom. I will read from A Small Light in the Darkness, as well as hold an author chat where who knows what I’ll discuss? There will definitely be some talk about the soundtrack, connecting with total strangers in probably ill-advised ways, real life locations highlighted in the story, and what parts of the plot were based on actual scientific research. You can register for the Launch Party right here: https://christianeknight.myflodesk.com/qav0bga5rp

How long until A Small Light in the Darkness is available?

Join me for a Launch Party on April 4th 2026!

I’m so pleased to announce that you are invited to the official Launch Party for A Small Light in the Darkness!

I’d love it if you joined me for a free event on Zoom, happening on April 4th 2026 at 2pm EDT. I will introduce A Small Light in the Darkness, give a reading from the book, and answer audience questions. Plus I’ll talk about some of the research I did, what inspired me, and of course chat about the soundtrack. There might even be a giveaway or two!

Just click here to go to the registration page: https://christianeknight.myflodesk.com/qav0bga5rp

If by chance you don’t receive the Zoom link after you signed up, please email me at contact at christianeknight.com and I’ll get you set up.

Hope to see you there!

Where to Find Xiane This Summer [2025]

Dear Friends and Faebies, the summer event season has begun!

That means that your intrepid author and general goofball-around-town Xiane [that’s-a me!] will be appearing in many places, sometimes with a hopefully bon mot–or at least a passably mediocre one–and at other times with an armful of books that I’ll be shamelessly shilling. Summer is always the busiest season for me when it comes to this, and this year is no exception.

I have a packed calendar from now until the end of August, but of course there’s always room for a few more events… so if you’ve got something you’d like me to join or contribute to, please do shoot me a line or comment below! In the meantime, here’s where you can find me, at least so far.

JUNE

The Nebula Conference, June 5 – 6th 2025 – I’ll be attending virtually and participating in one panel, on June 6th at 5pm EDT.

Collaboration and Building a Publishing Community with C.J. Lavigne (moderator), Kate Heartfield, Kristin Osani, and Wen Wen Yang.
So often, we can feel alone on our publishing journeys. How do we make friends? Where do we find help and support? Let’s talk about beginnings: How and where do we find our people, especially when we may be battling distances, introversion, and/or imposter syndrome? What are the best ways to reach out to and work with each other?

JULY

The 2025 WriteHive Annual Conference, July 11 – 13 2025 – I’ll be attending virtually and participating in one panel, date/time TBA. Free!

Self-Publishing on a Budget [I’ll list more details when I have them!]

Greater Goods Night Market, July 18 from 6 – 10pm – this is held in the garage at R.House in Remington, 301 W 29th St, Baltimore, MD 21211. Free!

Locally made, high quality handmade goods in a laid-back party atmosphere? Delicious food and drinks right there too? Sign me UP. I’ll be there with all my books as well as some hand-made jewelry and other goods and my goofy face. Please come by and say hello, even if you have my books already?

AUGUST

Book Fair at Bel Air, August 23, 2025 from 10am – 2pm – held at the Bel Air Armory, 37 N Main St, Bel Air, MD 21014. Free!

40+ authors in all genres plus bookish merch, sweet treats, and games and crafts for kids – this is the Book Fair’s second year and I can’t wait to be back. Last year was a blast, with lots of attendees and fantastic reads to stock your TBR shelf. Did I mention that it’s free?
I’ll be there will books, some merch, and lots of free stickers. I strongly recommend this festival!

Keep checking back for more additions to my schedule, including some things I’ll be putting together. I hope to see you at one – or many – of these events!

Come see me at Balticon 59!

It’s that time again! I’ve got my schedule, my books, some snacks and a notebook, and I’m ready for Balticon, happening this weekend at the Renaissance Harborplace Hotel at the Inner Harbor, downtown Baltimore. This is both my home con and my favorite con, and there’s so much happening there that anyone could have a good time.

It’s especially great for writers, as there’s a fantastic literary programming track with panels that are a great fit for writers and readers of all types. I’m proud to say that I’m on 4 writing-oriented panels this year!

I’m excited about all of them, but I’m really pleased to have been selected for It’s Never Too Late to Start Your Writing Journey. I have a lot to say on this topic and I’m hoping that the panelists will be able to inspire some aspiring authors to take those first steps.

I also have two–TWO!–readings happening, both on Sunday! I’m going to do something new and different for one of them…I’ll be reading from my yet unpublished near-future sci-fi story, A Small Light in the Darkness. This will be the first time anyone outside of my alpha readers have heard any of the story! I can’t wait to share it along with an excerpt from A Third Kind of Madness with the audience.

When I’m not in a panel or a reading, you might find me down in the atrium, either relaxing or in the art show and artist alley. I’m doing some volunteering with artist alley and I like to spend time in the atrium, where people pass through regularly. Come talk to me about my books, what music I’m listening to, Strong Women – Strange Worlds, where I’ll be next, or just chat about what you’re reading these days.

I’ll be sure to have a post-con wrap-up soon after Balticon! I hope to see you there!

It’s Voting for the Indie Ink Awards Time!

Voting is OPEN at the Indie Ink Awards, and all three of the Eleriannan books have been nominated! [THANK YOU]

It’s an honor to even be considered, because nominations come from readers. I’d really love to get into the finals, but I know that’s a difficult task at best, because there are so many other fantastic books in the running. So I’m asking that if you choose to vote for my books, would you concentrate on A Third Kind of Madness? I consider it the best thing I’ve written so far, and I’d really love this sapphic-love-filled fantasy with characters that need a hug and elementals that show up randomly to either admonish or assist them to get some attention. Denny is close to my heart and is the character that the most people have told me makes them feel seen, and that’s a feeling I’d love to give to more readers.

Without your help, it’s hard to get seen by the reading public.

If you could take some time to go to https://indiestorygeek.com/a/indie-ink-awards-2024 and vote for ATKOM, I will be VERY grateful. And if–somehow–A Third Kind of Madness makes it as a finalist in any category, I could be motivated to write a special behind the scenes short story for y’all…
[It’s already in the works, so be assured that you’ll see it either way. I wouldn’t leave you hanging like that!]

Seriously though, these competitions do motivate indie writers like me to keep going. It’s tough out here, especially these days when everything feels like a struggle, but especially creative output that one has to fight to get seen. So every time y’all nominate my books, it feels like a warm hug and a vote of confidence to keep going. I appreciate you more than you’ll ever know.

Let’s get some votes for biromantic and nonbinary rep, from a queer author, and make Denny blush from all the attention! [and me, let’s be honest]

Category for In Sleep You Know and Cast a Shadow of Doubt

Best setting

Categories for A Third Kind of Madness

Writing the Future We Need: Bisexual or Biromantic Representation 

Writing the Future We Need: LGBTQ+ Representation 

Writing the Future We Need: Mental Health Representation 

Writing the Future We Need: Trans or Nonbinary Representation 

Reminder: you need to be signed into your Indie Story Geek account to vote! If you don’t have one, you should; it’s a great tool for readers like us!

Come see me at Charm City Spec!

It’s almost time!
If you haven’t yet heard me read from A Third Kind of Madness, my latest novel set in a Fae-infused version of Baltimore [Or want to hear me read again?] … then come to Charm City Spec! It’s happening at 6:30pm Saturday December 7th, 2024 at Bird In Hand Cafe in the Charles Village neighborhood of Baltimore. AND it’s the historic first-ever All-Baltimore edition of CCS with FOUR local, super-talented authors.

Besides myself, you can catch readings from David Simmons, Shannon Robinson, and Tim Paggi. I’m really looking forward to hearing excerpts of their stories!

I can’t WAIT to see you and introduce you to the magic that’s hiding in Baltimore’s shadows.

If hope is a taste, what is yours?

There’s been a lot going on. I won’t lie, I’m exhausted – but I’m also happy with how the past few weeks have been going. I’ve already talked a bit about Balticon and I just got finished with the Nebula Conference – I took part in panels at both events but as always there’s so many other fantastic discussions that happen at them and it’s a privilege to get to be in the same room, whether in person or virtually.

One thing I deeply enjoy at the Nebulas is the virtual breakout rooms they offer for online participants. I’ve had fantastic conversations there every year that I’ve attended [since 2021!] and I’ve connected with delightful folks. I think that I’ve said this before, but it bears repeating: attending the Nebula Conference as a new writer was one of the best decisions I could have made, and I get more from that event, career-wise, than I do any other. It’s an excellent place to build a network and to learn from others who are in every stage of their writing career. You rub shoulders indiscriminately with writers on all levels, and the atmosphere is one of mutual support and sharing.

I firmly believe that I wouldn’t have achieved the level of Associate SFWA member this soon without the things that I learned and the connections I made at the Nebula Conferences I attended.

The only drawback from attending events…

The exhaustion is real, y’all.

Sometimes I can almost forget that I’ve got Crohn’s. Yes, I spend an unreasonable amount of time in bathrooms or thinking about where bathrooms are in case I need to be in one – but it’s been less of a burden lately, thanks to good planning. The brain fog, though. And the exhaustion. And weakness.

I hate all of those things so, so much. They’re the reminders that never actually let me forget about my IBD. I’ve learned to manage them well or at least work around them when I attend events, but the cost is my brain and body power for a while after the event is over.

I’m writing this blog post in pieces, using up my concentration then letting it slowly recharge until I’m capable of coherent thought again, in a carefully controlled cycle. If I wasn’t so tired, I would be unstoppable; my head is full of new ideas and concepts I want to explore and share, especially after interacting with other creative folk.

But my illness won’t let me. Not yet.
That’s the tradeoff. I can go to these events and be social and learn things and speak on panels about things I already know – or I can stay away and spill my thoughts on a page or screen. Like anything, it takes a careful balance.

And of course, the world is currently in turmoil and there’s rising fascism and ongoing genocide and people’s rights being taken away indiscriminately and that all tears at me, small and useless-feeling in the face of all that evil.

Right now I’m dying to share deeper thoughts, but I’ve got blog post concentration levels only. What can you do?
Well, in my case I will continue to slowly work at putting my words together, here and other places. I’ll scrape up the small amount of money that I have to contribute to mutual aid and organizations that have been proven to take action and assist the people who need it more. I’ll keep pestering my congresspeople, reps, and local politicians to enact change and stand against those who want to take away the rights of the less privileged and powerful.

I can only work in small increments. But I still can be useful. I still can flex the tiny power that I have for good.

Oh, tell me that dark could never win the light
Oh, tell me that wrong could never win the right
Baby, tell me that we gon’ some day stop the fight
And tell me that every, everything gon’ be alright

RM & Wale, Change

Title and quote from RM & Wale’s Change, a thoughtful and politically-minded song that came out in 2017 and is still relevant now.

Where to See Me Next!

Making It: What Handcrafts Can Teach Us About Writing

‘ll be joining Ann LeBlanc, Nicole Wolverton, Mar Vincent, & Eva Elasigue TOMORROW, June 9th, for this virtual discussion on what handcrafts can teach us about writing at the 2024 Nebula Conference.
From the panel description:

Many writers practice some kind of hand-craft, from fiber arts to woodworking to metalsmithing and numerous others. The panelists will share what lessons translate from creating physical objects to telling stories (and perhaps vice-versa!) as well as other benefits a craft hobby can provide to writers.

You can find out more at https://events.sfwa.org/

Next week I’ll be taking part in Storycrafting Sessions: Editing, hosted by Weeknight Writers on June 15th 2024.

What is Storycrafting Sessions: Editing?

It’s a free-first one-day virtual conference all about the editing process! We’ve got five incredible panels lined up for you (all times are EST):

11AM – 12PM Getting the Big Picture: Demystifying Developmental Editing

12:30 – 1:30PM Tips and Tricks for Self Editing

2 – 3PM How to Refine Your Narrative Voice

3:30 – 4:30PM How to Stay Focused: Editing for The Fifth (or 15th) Time 🌟

5 – 6PM Bridging the Gap: How to Know When You’re Done Editing and What to Do Next

🌟 This is the one I’ll be on!

What does free-first mean?

Free-first means you can attend this event for free! Free tickets are available for all panels. This is part of our efforts to make educational resources and support available to ALL authors, especially working-class and poor authors.

However, a lot of work goes into these events – in fact, Storycrafting Sessions are our most labor-intensive events to create. So we offer Supporter Tickets for folks who want to pay us for the time and energy we put into these events.

Supporter Tickets also come with some benefits! To learn more and sign up, you can go here – https://ko-fi.com/post/Storycrafting-Sessions-Editing-FULL-SCHEDULE-K3K6XX5ZQ

I hope that I’ll see you at one or both of these panels! I am very excited to be taking part of both of these fantastic events.

Text that says "time to revise" on the background of a camera lens reflecting colorful lights

First Draft DONE! Hello, Revisions.

122,939 words over eight months of writing.

I can now happily announce the the first draft of A Third Kind of Madness is finished! *throws confetti*

If you’re unfamiliar with the writing process, you may not know what this means. Next up comes revision, including several rounds of editing from me. I’ll make as many passes over the manuscript as I feel is necessary in order to make the tightest version I can craft on my own.

Somewhere in that process, I’ll get a few trusted beta readers to look it over and give me feedback. Does everything flow well? Does it make sense? Any questions or concerns about plot, characters, details? I’ve already had my #1 alpha reader reading through as I’ve written the chapters; he’s pretty good about catching egregious errors or letting me know if something got lost, but I’ll want fresher eyes for the revision process.

Once I get through that, it’ll go off to a professional editor, who will watch for spelling, syntax, and grammar issues. They’ll also keep an eye on my style and pacing. Basically, they’ll help me polish up my story so that it’s fine tuned. It’s definitely one of the most important parts of the process!

Once the editor and I have gone back and forth about changes and I’ve implemented all the ones I want to keep – which is usually most of them – then I do another pass, looking for anything I might have missed. If you’re thinking “wow, you’ve read this story a lot of times by now,” you’d be right. And I’ll read it many more times, or at least scan it, as it moves through the steps of layout and design, then when I get the proofs.

…good thing I really like the stories that I write!

A few fun stats.

a chart with tallies by month of my progress on A Third Kind of Madness.
Word count by months for ATKOM: columns are month, days that I wrote in that month, words by month, average words per day.

You might note that the total doesn’t quite match the end word count. That’s because I had actually started writing this story in a different form a while ago, then abandoned it to work on Cast a Shadow of Doubt. I revisited what I’d written after I finished CASOD and gave it a complete overhaul, with changes to some of the concepts and characters. It’s vastly different from where it began!

I don’t write every day. That shows in my daily averages, and that’s okay. I’ve talked before about how even when I’m not physically typing in my manuscript, I’m always writing. A lot of that is mental or supportive work: thinking through scenes, doing research, even doing things like making mood boards or character sketches. I also do things like write blog posts and content for my Ko-ki supporters, and post/interact on social media. Oh, and do live readings and interviews.

Speaking of – my interview at Sue L. Bavey’s Sue’s Musings went up this week! I talk about why I decided to self publish, the genres and media that I enjoy, my advice for aspiring writers and more. You can read it here: https://suelbavey.wordpress.com/2023/07/13/indie-spotlight-christiane-knight/

On July 22nd I’ll be a guest on Melinda Kucsera‘s Fantasy, Lore, & More podcast. She’s one of the 300 authors in SPFBO and decided to take some time to interview other entrants in the contest, like me! In the meantime, you can enjoy the 24 other interviews she’s conducted so far – https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLrxjkyxsLI1YL8-K_qvcew7YqirEssHd- is the link! I’ll make sure to post the interview directly when it’s up, as well. I’m looking forward to this a lot!

That’s all the big news I’ve got for now. As of today I’m still a viable contestant in SPFBO, so keep your fingers crossed for me. There are SO MANY great books that In Sleep You Know is up against, which honestly is excellent…except for my TBR pile, which is growing exponentially.

What a terrible problem to have!

Rapid Fire Reading at Balticon 57!

If you’re going to be at Balticon 57 this Memorial Day weekend, please stop by for the Broad Universe Rapid Fire Reading on May 27th!

It’s happening at 5:30pm in room 7029 and includes Randee Dawn (moderator), Morgan Hazelwood, Roberta Rogow, D. H. Timpko, and myself. It’s my first RFR with Broad Universe so I’d love to have friendly faces there!

I’ll be reading an excerpt from Cast a Shadow of Doubt and giving away some books and bookmarks/postcards.